《2019年无形的墙考研英语作文》由会员分享,可在线阅读,更多相关《2019年无形的墙考研英语作文(3页珍藏版)》请在金锄头文库上搜索。
1、2019年无形的墙考研英语作文 ifirstfellinlovewithhusbandwhenwewouldsitandtalkinthelivingroomofmyoldapartmentinfrontofthe(ceiling-to-floor)windowswiththelong,whitecurtains,drinkingcupsofscalding,blackcoffee.wewouldjustsitandtalk-sometimesuntilsunrise.iwassopletelythrilledtohavefinallyfoundthatonespecialpersonando
2、urweddingwaywasthehappiestdayofmylife. however,itwasnotlongafterourhoneymoonwhenmyhusbandclimbedintothetombcalledtheofficeandwrappedhismindinashroudofpaperworkandburiedhimselfinclients,andisaidnothingforfearofturningintoanaggingwife.itseemedasifovernightaninvisiblewallhadbeenerectedbetweenus.whenour
3、daughter,desireewasbornshequicklybecamethecenterofmyworld.iwatchedhergrowfrominfanttotoddler,andinolongerseemedtocarethatmyhusbandwasgettingbusierandspendinglesstimeathome.somewherebetweenhisworkscheduleandourhomeandyoungdaughter,wewerelosingtouchwitheachother.thatinvisiblewallwasnowbeingcementedbyt
4、hemortarofindifference. desireewentofftopreschoolandireturnedtocollegetofinishmydegree,anditriedtofindmyselfinthecoursesitook;iplainedwithalltheotheryoungwomenoncampusaboutmenwhoareinsensitive.sometimeslateatnighticriedandbeggedthewhisperingdarknesstotellmewhoireallywas,andmyhusbandlaybesidesnoringl
5、ikeahibernatingbearunawareofmywinter.thentragedystruckourlives,whenmyhusbandsyoungerbrotherwaskilledonseptember11,alongwiththousandofotherinnocentpeople.hemadeitoutokayandspoketohiswifetosayhewasgoingbackintohelpthosethatwerestilltrapped.hewasidentifiedonlybytheengravingontheinsideofhisweddingband.
6、attendingmybrothersmemorialservicewasaneye-openingeperienceforthebothofus.forthefirsttime,wesawourownmarriagewasalmostlikemyin-laws.atthetragicdeathoftheyoungestsontheycouldnotreachoutconsoleoneanother.itseemedasifsomewherebetweentheoldestsonsfirsttoothandtheyoungestsonsgraduationtheyhadlosteachothe
7、r.theirweddingdayphotographoftheyoung,happy,smilingcoupleonthemantleoftheirfireplacewasalmostmockingthosetwomindsthatnolongertouched.theywerelivinginsuchaninvisiblewallbetweenthemthattheheaviestbatteringwiththestrongestartillerywouldnotpenetrate,whenlovediesitisnotinamomentofangrybattleorwhenfierybo
8、dieslosetheirheat;itliesbrokenandpantingandehaustedatthebottomofawallitcannotpenetrate.recentlyonenight,myhusbandtoldofhisfearofdying.untilthenhehadbeenafraidtoeposehisnakedsouls.ispokeoftryingtofindmyselfinthewritingsinmyjournal.itseemedasifeachofushadbeenhidingoursoul-searchingfromtheother. weareslowlyworkingtowardbuildingabridgenotawall,sothatwhenwereachouttoeachother,wedonotfindabarrierwecannotpenetrateandrecoilfromthecoldnessofthestoneorretreatfromthestrangerontheotherside.