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1、Going All the WayTalks given from 1/11/80 to 30/11/80Darshan Diary30 ChaptersYear published:Unpublished.Going All the WayChapter #1Chapter title: None1 November 1980 pm in Chuang Tzu AuditoriumArchive code: 8011015ShortTitle: ALLWAY01Audio: NoVideo: NoNOTE: This is an unedited tape transcript of an
2、unpublished darshan diary, which has been scanned and cleaned up. It is for reference purposes only.IT TAKES A PINCH OF POTTINESS(Osho is addressing Ma Prem Vanya; first he explains the origin of her name.)Vanya is the Russian form of John. John is Hebrew. Travelling, passing through many other lang
3、uages, by the time it reached Russia it became Vanya, and really it has become far more beautiful than John.John was the most beloved disciple of Jesus, hence it has become symbolic of a beloved disciple. Your full name means, love makes one a beloved disciple.The relationship between the master and
4、 the disciple is not an ordinary relationship. It is not mundane, it is not of the marketplace, it is not out of calculation. It is simply falling in love. It is a little bit mad, but if a person is not capable of going a little bit glad he is not alive. Just a little bit of madness adds much spice
5、to life. Not too much is needed, just a little bit, because if you make the whole of the food of spices you will not be able to eat it - just a little bit, just like salt.The so-called sane people in the world have not even a little bit of madness in them - thats why their lives are flat, saltless,
6、tasteless, boring. Particularly your so-called saints are all boring. There seems to be no joy in their being no explosion of delight, for the simple reason that they live in a very controlled way; they are afraid of that little bit of madness. But that is an essential ingredient to make life signif
7、icant.Poets who are really poets have that, painters who are really painters have that. Musicians, sculptors, scientists, people who create something in this world all have that little bit of madness.To be a disciple means to fall headlong in love. And it is the ultimate form of love because nothing
8、 is expected out of it; it is for its own sake. But it transforms your being because when love is for its own sake it can become total. There is no division between the means and the end; it is both the means and the end. And when it is both then it is possible to be involved in it without holding a
9、nything back, going all the way, to the uttermost, to where the road ends, risking all the way, to where nothing is loft to risk - only then the revolution, the transformation.The transformation does not happen to people who live a lukewarm life. It happens only to people who are like the fools of t
10、he proverb which says that fools rush in where angels are afraid to tread. Disciplehood is only for those who can risk all and rush in.But the moment you put yourself totally into it with no desire for any reward, something immense, something beyond the mind, starts happening - something which can o
11、nly be described as a miracle. Only the disciple knows what a miracle is, but to know it one has to be available to the master in ones total nakedness, hiding nothing, exposing oneself entirely.That is going to be the path for my sannyasins: all of my sannyasins have to become beloved disciples. Les
12、s than that wont do. I am not interested in students who have come to learn something. I am only interested in disciples who have come to be transformed, who are ready to die so that they can be reborn. Thats what I mean when I say going all the way.MEDITATION IS GIVING IT ALL YOUVE GOT(Totality is
13、the meaning of Samagro, and is his approach in a nutshell, Osho tells the next sannyasin.)Be total in everything that you are doing. What you are doing is immaterial. Cleaning the floor, cooking the food, taking a shower - it doesnt matter what you are doing. My emphasis is not on what you have to d
14、o, my emphasis is on how you do it. If you do it totally, it becomes meditation. Even if you do meditation half-heartedly it is not meditation.Chopping wood can be meditation if done totally, carrying water from the well can be meditation if done totally. Otherwise one can go on sitting in a Buddha
15、posture for years - if it is not total it is useless; one is simply wasting time. Spring will come but the grass will not grow. The grass does not grow because of spring, it grows because of your totality. What can the poor spring do to it?Sitting silently doing nothing spring comes and the grass gr
16、ows by itself. Spring simply means totality. If you are sitting totally, doing nothing, just sitting totally, in that very totality spring has come. And then everything starts growing in you.Totality is the climate in which one reaches to ones optimum. And at the optimum is the experience of God.TRUST IS A MUST(Its rare, and because it is, religion is on the way out.)People are taught to doubt, not to trust and there is a reason why they are taught to doubt. Scie